Into the Looking Glass

My world is a fantastic creation of my own over active imagination.

Do you ever miss someone so much it hurts?

I miss you Jake, I miss the guy that I would look up to at every family get together. You were such a cool guy! You and Amy just hanging out and making us laugh. I think every person that met you fell in love with you and you found a way to touch all of their lives. Even if it was just one of your dorky smiles. I miss you so much, I know it’s been years but it still feels like yesterday. I haven’t even seen Amy or your mom since the funeral….since the last time I saw you. It was an accident, I didn’t know that I was going to see you when I walked into the building. Up until then I think it just all seemed fake, like it hadn’t really happened. And when I saw Amy crying and laying rose petals on you…and you were so pale….I will  never forget that image. And Your dad, there was no funeral for him…not one that we could go to anyways. You guys were the closest family we had and we lost both of you so suddenly and then…we lost all of you because of it. I miss you, I miss Uncle Rick…I want to see Amy and your mom….

Having one of those days where I’m lonely but I don’t want to see anyone. 

Having one of those days where I’m lonely but I don’t want to see anyone. 

My tattoo is cooler than yours.

My tattoo is cooler than yours.

Hey guys,

It’s been a while! We’re close enough for me to share my fitness progress and recipes from this point forward right? I thought so, thanks for being so great and accepting me :P